观念

2013年快结束了，此刻的我问了自己一句，我......还是原来的那个我吗？唯一我知道的是，我的观念不一样了。我承认我是个不完美的人，不是个完美的家人，朋友，情人，打工仔。对于家人，我希望我能给予他们最好的一切。对于朋友，我能为朋友赴汤蹈火在所不辞。对于情人，我会不自不觉自私的占有，自私的霸占，自私的拥有。对于工作，只要我做好我的本分就足够了。可是现在，要是你问我，我会希望我能给予我家人最好的一切可是不是在物质上，而是我能在他们身边帮他们解决问题。我会希望我朋友需要我的同时我能及时出现。我不再想自私的占有，霸占，拥有一个人因为那一切都只是短暂的。唯一我觉得困扰的是，我不知道我应该继续随心所欲还是理智一点。随性所欲可能只是换来短暂的快乐，可是即将带来的是无限大的伤害。我是不是又做错了？可是，我又违背不了自己的心意。没有回应的付出，其实真的不大好受，失望，心痛。可是我还是安于现状，因为我没信心能做到完美。既然给予不到完美，那我还是自己一个人承受就好。最起码，受伤的也只有自己，这是我唯一能做到最好的。
 

珍惜

这几天都很感触 虽然身边的人还是有说有笑的 可是大家心里都为了这个14岁的孩子感到叹息，可惜，心疼。是真的 珍惜每一刻 珍惜每一个在我们身边的朋友家人 珍惜我们现在所拥有的人事物。事情一旦发生了就无法改变了 因为这一切已成了事实。虽然遗憾 心疼 也只好接受。 我们只会和对我们在乎的关心的人因为意见分歧而吵架。可是我们往往必须为了吵架过背上遗憾和代价。如果你和身边的人吵架了，千万别冷战，吵完架了怎样都需要其中一方先踏出第一步和好。这时候厚脸皮总比失去的好。因为我们往往不懂下一刻会发生什么事。如果下一刻那个你和他吵架的他意外失去了生命，你不是永远都带着遗憾吗？到时才来问自己 责备自己 还会有用吗？ 所以我们真的应该懂得学会珍惜！

珍惜生命。尽量避免做出一些伤害自己威胁到自己生命的动作行为。一些小小的意外足以致命 造成你身边你所在乎的人终身的遗憾和伤痛。这当然不是我们所希望的结果。可是就因为一时的任性就会造成永远改变不了的事实。这正是发生在这位14岁孩子身上，一场大部分人都经历过的脚车意外 最严重的也只有损手烂脚，往往也想不到这场意外竟然让这孩子面临了死亡。唉~

大家三思而后行啊！学会珍惜吧！


我也在学习当中，时时刻刻地提醒自己千万别造成了终身遗憾。

顺其自然

我是我 你是你

我没有可能知道你在想什么

你也没有可能知道我在想什么

很多不明不白的事情 我很想把它搞清楚 可是怕越弄越糟糕

很多明明白白的事情 我很想把它弄模糊 因为太清楚很可怕

顺其自然是我的选择 可是心里的矛盾摆得越久 感觉越来越陌生

虽说如此

顺其自然

还是我唯一的选择！

some updates...

Yeah~ I'm having insomnia and few hours later need to register course for next semester. I scare I would miss the course registration if I go to sleep now. Better wait until everything is settled, then only sleep! :) Another 1 hour 20 minutes to go~ It has been a really long time I never update my blog. Mostly is because I have nothing special to update. There's no happy or sad thing that's remarkable all these time. Still, there's many uncompleted thing that's waiting for me. 

Anyway, this semester is going to end soon. Now I'm having study week and will have my first paper on 11th, a week later for the second paper! Ish, one week gap in between. I have not start any revision yet for the e-commerce paper and yeah I'm not going to start so early. Last minute again, perhaps? I don't really do well for the both subject coursework, anyway it won't be that hard yet feel relax. Maybe because it's the first time I having so less subject in final. Wish PFE lucks! :) After Final, need to busy on packing things because decide to move out from current unit due to the sudden increase in rental. 

I met an old friend on last sunday. It was an embarrassing situation. I don't know what's really on her mind and maybe I'm just nothing for her, yeah I guess so. Sometimes, we just have no choice but force to make a choice. There's not about you are making a correct or wrong decision. As long as you think it's worth, so that's it. And, I just insisted what I think it's correct! Everything is alright, it's just I had lost a friend. 

Anyway, tomorrow have a date which was made one month ago, with a very important friend in my life. Weee, it's her birthday. Hopefully she would enjoy the meal with me haha. I had have a new hairstyle and bought a new shirt, waiting for tomorrow dinner haha! XD Huck Seng, we're visiting you again :)

complicated feelings.

I wonder, why would I have such complicated feelings sometimes. I just hope, I ain't really that bad or annoying to anyone of you. You know, when people grew older, the more complicated feelings and mind they have. One thing I forget to remind myself, I shouldn't have any dependencies on anything or people. Because I can't afford to lose any single thing in my life. Therefore, I don't even have the qualification to be dependent! I should restrict myself to stop all these negative thinkings, not a good sign.

Please lah OSY, NO BIG DEAL as compared to the happenings in Japan. People, please lend your hand to them; they need help! Ganbatte Japan, I'm praying for you! 

Thanks =)

Its name is Kiyo. Therefore, simultaneous equation came out as, 1.Kiyo = Puppy and 2.Kiyo = My sister hence the last equation could be "......". LOL, figure out yourself. I'm just like to fool my sister in this way =p Anyway, ain't it a cool name? Kiyo Kiyo Kiyo~~~~~

I spotted Kiyo when I was in Kuching but didn't get it home, I like it a lot though. Haha, but then unexpected she bought me when came to KL this time. Thanks for the gift! You'r the best sister I ever have =D

Let's introduce Kiyo's family members to you all. Tada Here they are~ 

 Coala & Doggy

Piggy.  

 Ducky.

 Barney.

Say Hello, babe =D

All About Foooooood ♥

 Homemade Tang Yuan.

 Snowflake Taiwanese Dessert.

 Dosa Planta add a little bit sugar.

Wet Butter Sotong Rice@QThai Restaurant, Streetmall,Cyberjaya. 

Tomyam Mee Hun@QThai Restaurant, Streetmall,Cyberjaya. 

 Daorae@Kota Damansara.

 

 Sushi Zanmai@Sunway Pyramid.

 Fillet-O-Fish@MCD, Sri Kembangan.

 UMAI-YA Japanese Restaurant@IOI Boulevard.

Curry Pan Mee@Dengkil.

 Thai Chicken Rice@Moli Dianzi, Malacca.

 Da Ocean Dim Sum@Malacca.

 Cendol@Donald & Lily's Nyonya Food.

 Curry Laksa@Donald & Lily's Nyonya Food.

Mille Crepe@Nadeje Cafe.

 Seafood@Medan Ikan Bakar Alai.

 刺激米粉@Leong Kei, Tanjung Malim.

 月光河@Leong Kei, Tanjung Malim.

Hokkien Mee@Leong Kei, Tanjung Malim. 

Siu Mai@Kuching, Sarawak. 

 Karim Nasi Lemak Ayam@Tanjung Malim.

 Asia Cafe.

烧鸡腿@Opposite of Hawaii Taylor Shop, Tanjung Malim.

ENJOY the foooooodd~~~~~ =)