I wonder, why would I have such complicated feelings sometimes. I just hope, I ain't really that bad or annoying to anyone of you. You know, when people grew older, the more complicated feelings and mind they have. One thing I forget to remind myself, I shouldn't have any dependencies on anything or people. Because I can't afford to lose any single thing in my life. Therefore, I don't even have the qualification to be dependent! I should restrict myself to stop all these negative thinkings, not a good sign.
Please lah OSY, NO BIG DEAL as compared to the happenings in Japan. People, please lend your hand to them; they need help! Ganbatte Japan, I'm praying for you!