顺其自然

我是我 你是你

我没有可能知道你在想什么

你也没有可能知道我在想什么

很多不明不白的事情 我很想把它搞清楚 可是怕越弄越糟糕

很多明明白白的事情 我很想把它弄模糊 因为太清楚很可怕

顺其自然是我的选择 可是心里的矛盾摆得越久 感觉越来越陌生

虽说如此

顺其自然

还是我唯一的选择！

some updates...

Yeah~ I'm having insomnia and few hours later need to register course for next semester. I scare I would miss the course registration if I go to sleep now. Better wait until everything is settled, then only sleep! :) Another 1 hour 20 minutes to go~ It has been a really long time I never update my blog. Mostly is because I have nothing special to update. There's no happy or sad thing that's remarkable all these time. Still, there's many uncompleted thing that's waiting for me. 

Anyway, this semester is going to end soon. Now I'm having study week and will have my first paper on 11th, a week later for the second paper! Ish, one week gap in between. I have not start any revision yet for the e-commerce paper and yeah I'm not going to start so early. Last minute again, perhaps? I don't really do well for the both subject coursework, anyway it won't be that hard yet feel relax. Maybe because it's the first time I having so less subject in final. Wish PFE lucks! :) After Final, need to busy on packing things because decide to move out from current unit due to the sudden increase in rental. 

I met an old friend on last sunday. It was an embarrassing situation. I don't know what's really on her mind and maybe I'm just nothing for her, yeah I guess so. Sometimes, we just have no choice but force to make a choice. There's not about you are making a correct or wrong decision. As long as you think it's worth, so that's it. And, I just insisted what I think it's correct! Everything is alright, it's just I had lost a friend. 

Anyway, tomorrow have a date which was made one month ago, with a very important friend in my life. Weee, it's her birthday. Hopefully she would enjoy the meal with me haha. I had have a new hairstyle and bought a new shirt, waiting for tomorrow dinner haha! XD Huck Seng, we're visiting you again :)

complicated feelings.

I wonder, why would I have such complicated feelings sometimes. I just hope, I ain't really that bad or annoying to anyone of you. You know, when people grew older, the more complicated feelings and mind they have. One thing I forget to remind myself, I shouldn't have any dependencies on anything or people. Because I can't afford to lose any single thing in my life. Therefore, I don't even have the qualification to be dependent! I should restrict myself to stop all these negative thinkings, not a good sign.

Please lah OSY, NO BIG DEAL as compared to the happenings in Japan. People, please lend your hand to them; they need help! Ganbatte Japan, I'm praying for you! 

Thanks =)

Its name is Kiyo. Therefore, simultaneous equation came out as, 1.Kiyo = Puppy and 2.Kiyo = My sister hence the last equation could be "......". LOL, figure out yourself. I'm just like to fool my sister in this way =p Anyway, ain't it a cool name? Kiyo Kiyo Kiyo~~~~~

I spotted Kiyo when I was in Kuching but didn't get it home, I like it a lot though. Haha, but then unexpected she bought me when came to KL this time. Thanks for the gift! You'r the best sister I ever have =D

Let's introduce Kiyo's family members to you all. Tada Here they are~ 

 Coala & Doggy

Piggy.  

 Ducky.

 Barney.

Say Hello, babe =D

All About Foooooood ♥

 Homemade Tang Yuan.

 Snowflake Taiwanese Dessert.

 Dosa Planta add a little bit sugar.

Wet Butter Sotong Rice@QThai Restaurant, Streetmall,Cyberjaya. 

Tomyam Mee Hun@QThai Restaurant, Streetmall,Cyberjaya. 

 Daorae@Kota Damansara.

 

 Sushi Zanmai@Sunway Pyramid.

 Fillet-O-Fish@MCD, Sri Kembangan.

 UMAI-YA Japanese Restaurant@IOI Boulevard.

Curry Pan Mee@Dengkil.

 Thai Chicken Rice@Moli Dianzi, Malacca.

 Da Ocean Dim Sum@Malacca.

 Cendol@Donald & Lily's Nyonya Food.

 Curry Laksa@Donald & Lily's Nyonya Food.

Mille Crepe@Nadeje Cafe.

 Seafood@Medan Ikan Bakar Alai.

 刺激米粉@Leong Kei, Tanjung Malim.

 月光河@Leong Kei, Tanjung Malim.

Hokkien Mee@Leong Kei, Tanjung Malim. 

Siu Mai@Kuching, Sarawak. 

 Karim Nasi Lemak Ayam@Tanjung Malim.

 Asia Cafe.

烧鸡腿@Opposite of Hawaii Taylor Shop, Tanjung Malim.

ENJOY the foooooodd~~~~~ =)

Craps

I'm feeling sad, but don't know who should I tell so I tell you, blog! I don't have a good starting in this year. I'm not cannot accept the fact of death. I can, just it's pain once a while and I dislike the feelings. Ish! Thing doesn't turn good after all. My grandma is sick and now waiting for the report. Hope it's not a serious problem. Everything will be okay, yeah I believe so don't disappointed me, god. 

Another sad thing. Hope both of you will be okay soon! Life still goes on no matter what happen. Look forward and live to the fullest. Take care, my friends!

Feelings

There's many questions come into my mind recently. Why do human have feelings? She said, feelings make us know each others more. Another she said, feelings make life harder. Well, the answer is "depends". Feelings make us know each others better only when you response naturally when feelings come. If you response unnaturally which mean it's fake then feelings just make life  harder. That's why it makes human complicated.

How you react when your closed one, either is friend or lover cause you feeling really bad? Some people will choose not to confess out, rather keep it to themselves. But, they have their own reason why they do so. Some people will choose to confess everything out. There's no correct or wrong in either both way. I'm not good in describing my own feelings to people so I'm actually not very sure am I handling all these well too. What I believe is, be true to your appreciate one and they will do the same too. Before that, we have to be true to our own self.

Human nowadays are getting complicated as compared to the past. I heart LOLS. They mean a lot to me to be honest. I don't know are they complicated people but one thing is there's no people who is not complicated. But for me, they are just nice and simple enough. At least I can know when they are happy, upset, angry, or excited.... :) Don't look down on all these. It's not an easy thing to know human's emotion especially your closed one. You can just say me innocent. I admit I am, sometimes. 

It's not very hard to be simple actually. I don't know if you know. People used to wear mask frequently when facing their closed one and the one they care the most. Take off your mask, that's it!

Iphone4

I get myself an Iphone4 on 25th December 2010. For me, it's really an awesome phone, no doubt! =) Its solid-three dimensional design attracted me at first sight with a beautiful enclosure a mere 9.3 millimeters thin, making iphone 4 the world's thinnest smartphone as of June year 2010. I'm not very sure is it still the word's thinnest smartphone now haha. Moreover, its screen is ultradurable and more scratch resistant than ever. The most most most surprising is it's recyclable, environment friendly. 

Besides, it is a very high resolution phone therefore provides very excellent color and contrast from almost any viewing angle. It's perfect when playing games, isn't it? Iphone4 is made of stainless steel which is created to be five times stronger than standard steel. In inventing this phone, apple engineers developed A4 chip which is powerful and energy efficient. Therefore, Iphone4 can perform complex jobs such as multitasking, editing video, and placing FaceTime calls. There's no second phone that can perform better than Iphone4, seriously! No offence, It's my own personal opinion. 

Iphone4 camera with 5 megapixel and HD video. Photos captured are satisfying so far even in low-light setting. There's a LED flash built in which perfect the picture when in dark place. Most phones have only one microphone, however Iphone4 has two. The main mic is located on the bottom next to the dock connector which is mainly for phone calls, voice commands and memos. The second mic is built into the top near the headphone jack which is maily for FaceTime calls and for making your phone calls better. This dual-mic noise suppression helps make every conversation a quiet one. 

Last but not least, Iphone4 is really good in multi-touch display and innovative software which other smartphones can't beat. No offence, again! With Iphone4, we can control everything just using our fingers. 

Yeah so I don't feel regret after bought it. I'm proud of Apple products and still I'm apple fans! =)

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You.

You. 

The one who comply my wishes for these four years. 

Question marks with me for four years. 

9th January 2011.

You.

The one who I can share my feeling with.

Four years, I kept them to myself.

I feel glad.

ThankYou, Jade Green =)

The first day of year 2011

I have a simple new year celebration, which is BBQ with my brother at home. Then, my parents and my cousin brothers come and join us. It's my first time preparing all the BBQ stuff from beginning until the end of the party. It's fun but kinda tired because my brother keep sitting in front of his computer playing games. He's so bad :( But still I enjoy it very much ;)

Now is at my grandma's house chatting with my relative. Every time at this situation we as the kids in the family are listening to the adults' history haha.

That's all for my 01 JAN 2011. It's simple yet relax and enjoyable ;) Wish all of you all the best!


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Location:Grandma's house, Hulu Bernam